Help! (someone who's good with people and undestanding like myself)?

I'm calling this Help becuase I need help with a few things all scattered in this, where do I start, I am in 6th grade, if you know me a little you think I'm nice and silent and someone you can really trust, if you know me outside of school you know I'm funny and outgoing, I'm very good with people and I'm understanding, except myself, I'm complex, I could go on for pages but theres a limit and this is what I need help with. I must admit I am more self concious than I like to admit, I'm afraid of consequences no matter how small, I'm not popular really but almost everyone in my grade knows me and many people in other grades do also, I'm not popular, I don't hang out with people like that, they're usually mean and have immature senses of humor, I don't like new stuff that much either, music and movie wise, I love classic rock and mostly older movies, anyways, I'm an extremely likeable person,(I'm a male by thee way) two people got to know me outside of school for one day, they adnited they thought I was awkward but out of school they thought I was awesome, a lot of types of people like me, skater kids, center of town (where I live) kids (street kids I call them), popular kids, jocks and jerks, etc. And annoying kids, I've always been a magnet to annoying people since I never turn them down, even when I'd love to, I can't, I used to want to be no more Mr Nice Guy but that changed, me already being silent shook some annoying jerks off with More silence, the nice but annoying kids don't care about silence though, and being too silent makes other people think I'm awkward, how do I get some annoying people away? I'm the person who can be right behind someone and go unnoticed by them and others, I can blend in, socially not so much, if I say something not many hear it, I usually repeat myself several times looking like an idiot, as deep as my voice is (I'm also much more mature looking and acting than others, taller too) I mumble, I can't help it, I usually have to clear my throat a few times, I can't talk very loudly since I'm so mellow, I'm always in my own little world, jist thinking of stuff, I have an odd mind too, I try to get rid of it, if I see almost any girl my brain automaticlly makes me think about sex with tgat girl, I wonder, on force, I try not to, also I can't get rid of this, I'm really into Batman which I'm not self concious about but anyways ever since I was little I would like certain things (Spider-Man, Indiana Jones, Star Wars, James Bond, etc.) and would play games as the main character, and I would even make everyday life as if I were that charcter, I would imagine I was undercover and in disguise (when I went to a restaurant or somewhere) with my fellow agents, friends, whatever (usually my family), then about 3 years ago I got ino Batman, I read comics (which I still do) and saw Tim Drake who was Robin at that time, I liked him a lot, so I made everyday life like i was the Boy Wonder, I was so obsessed that even today I will often think stuff like "by day I am a student but by niggt I am Robin" its not whole sentances like that anymore, I've gotten better, when I daydream though I night think like that, is this bad? I have three great friends, one is moving away (hes already been drifting away from our friendship), one who likes the street kids but has gotten better and one perfect for me one, I wont get into toi much detail, but I am really outgoing (in public) when with the ones who arent perfect for me, since I won't really have either next year I have to be outgoing on my own, I used to be really good with girls but now I'm too shy and the sad truth is even in 6 grade girls like jerks! I need to be outgoing, I need to not let everyone walk all over me, I need to speak clearly, how do I do this all??? I'm OK looking but not ugly, I have amazing muscles which I am now known for, and I am pretty skinny, I haven't asked out a girl in a whilr but for now I just want some new friends (girls mostly), but my mouth gets dry and I gave to clear my throat before I talk when I'm not outgoing, I think you, the reader, gets what I'm asking, please help, some people do think I'm odd, but its mainly my silence, how do I be less shy, how can I speak up, how can I have a face that doesn't look like I'm begging for help on without looking like I want to punch something, just sum this all up and Help!Help! (someone who's good with people and undestanding like myself)?
My advice is do not worry too much, we all go through hard times but are only steps, I have youth and desire to succeed anything is possible. If you can not seek professional help soonHelp! (someone who's good with people and undestanding like myself)?
I'm a girl in 6th Grade and I hate guys like that!

I think you should join a club that interests you. Like let's say... Eco-club! You WILL meet an awesome girl for you. :D



-Grade 6th girl from Winnipeg, MB :DHelp! (someone who's good with people and undestanding like myself)?
This happened to me when i was in elementary school... what worked for me a lot is well, to speak up. At first, my mouth used to get very dry, sometimes my throat hurt. Now, with a little more practice, if you will, it has gotten a lot better (i'm in my last year in high school now). Although i still sweat a lot (xD) I can now express myself almost without efforts. What helps a lot too, is to write down all of your daydreaming. Try writing stories. It's a great stress-relieving practice, as much as it's fun.

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